vineri, 24 septembrie 2010

SOMETHING...EPILOG

Penumbra. Capul imi vajaie. Il simt greu. Pleoapele se chinuiesc vertiginos sa se ridice. Ce naiba? Nu disting nimic. Aproape nimic. Un miros difuz de tigara. Un scancet . Doamne!..Unde sunt? Un fosnet. Imi intorc capul. Sunt intinsa pe un pat. Mi e rece. Constat cu groaza ca sunt imbracata doar intr un tricou. Alb. Care nu imi apartine.. Jaluzele trase. Recunosc fereastra. e in fata . Nu. Nu poate fi posibil. Mi e frica sa imi aud propria mi respiratie. Simt ceva umed pe palma.Rex. Ma linge. Dragul de el..
Dintr o saritura,se urca langa mine.Dar imediat..coboara.Imi intorc privirea.
"Te vreau goala..sa te simt tot timpul.."
El. Omul pentru care am respirat in ultimii ani. Imbatranit. Agitat. Ingrijorat.Il vad cum se apropie incet.Nesigur.Parca nu are echilibru. In treacat, Il mangaie pe Rex. Ochii lui ma fixeaza bland. Aceeasi culoare. Aceeasi intensitate. Acelasi blue..
E firesc. Lacrimi. Si la mine. Si la el.Mai sunt doar cativa centimetri..si ma va atinge.Incerc sa ma ridic. Cu o mana ferma..dar usoara,ma opreste. Se aseaza timid langa mine. Imi atinge fata. Cu un deget,imi contureaza sufletul..Imi aranjeaza parul. Imi sterge o lacrima cu un deget si apoi il gusta. Cat de mult mi a lipsit..cat de profund il pot iubi..Brusc, imi reamintesc ca nu e singur. Ca nu mai e singur. Ma uit disperata in jur. O caut din priviri. Nu e. Doar eu. El. Rex. Ma linisteste.

Ii ating fata. Ochii. Fruntea. Il regasesc. Ma redescopera. Il sarut usor pe buzele pline. Ii recunosc gustul . Imi ia capul in maini si ma saruta apasat. Lacom. Dureros.Ne strangem puternic. Nu ne vom mai da drumul..Dor. Vom ramane inlantuiti in suflete. O eternitate. Nu  intreb nimic. Nu vreau sa stiu nimic. Vreau doar sa fie cu mine. Langa mine. In mine. Oricat. Oricand. Oricum. Mereu. Am pierdut nimic ul..am ramas cu Totul....
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

3 comentarii :

  1. " Iubirea pune stapanire pe noi sub forme ciudate.
    Este limbajul sangelui.
    Nu e nici rece , nici indiferent.
    Este fie agonie fie extaz--cateodata amandoua la un loc."
    "Sa iubesti inseamna sa accepti ceea ce a fost, ceea ce este, ceea ce va fi si ceea ce inca nu s-a intamplat. Persoanele fericite si implinite nu sunt neaparat cele care au tot ce-i mai bun din fiecare lucru, ci acelea care stiu sa faca ce-i mai bun din tot ceea ce au.Viata nu inseamna sa supravietuiesti unei furtuni ci sa stii sa dansezi in ploaie. " ( NU STIU CINE A SCRIS ASTA )
    EXTAZ SI AGONIE , AGONIE SI EXTAZ , AMBROZIE SI OTRAVA ........ ASA AM SIMTIT POVESTEA TA .................
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXxeydZko8M

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  2. NU STIU DE UNDE SI CUM VEI CITI , AM RECITIT TOATA POVESTEA TA SI M-AM GANDIT SA CITESTI CAP COADA COMENTARIILE MELE .....................
    " Iubirea pune stapanire pe noi sub forme ciudate.
    Este limbajul sangelui.
    Nu e nici rece , nici indiferent.
    Este fie agonie fie extaz--cateodata amandoua la un loc."
    "Sa iubesti inseamna sa accepti ceea ce a fost, ceea ce este, ceea ce va fi si ceea ce inca nu s-a intamplat. Persoanele fericite si implinite nu sunt neaparat cele care au tot ce-i mai bun din fiecare lucru, ci acelea care stiu sa faca ce-i mai bun din tot ceea ce au.Viata nu inseamna sa supravietuiesti unei furtuni ci sa stii sa dansezi in ploaie. " ( NU STIU CINE A SCRIS ASTA )
    EXTAZ SI AGONIE , AGONIE SI EXTAZ , AMBROZIE SI OTRAVA ........ ASA AM SIMTIT POVESTEA TA .................
    " S-A SPULBERAT UN VIS,CE BINE CA A FOST UN VIS SI NU O REALITATE.......
    S-A SPULBERAT O REALITATE,CE BINE CA NU A FOST O VIATA........ "
    POTI FI TOT CEEA CE VREI,IAR LUMEA ITI ESTE LA PICIOARE ;
    " LEGENDA PASARII PHOENIX EMBLEMA CICLURILOR VIETII SI A MORTII,A ETERNELOR RENASTERI DIN PROPRIA CENUSA " O POTI INTELEGE,TI-O POTI INSUSI,ACESTA A FOST UN CICLU, A TRECUT ......
    " Nu uita: langa cel mai inalt punct al fericirii se afla cea mai adanca
    prapastie a durerii...
    Poti da fara iubire, dar nu poti iubi fara daruire...
    Iubirea nu e doar un zambet, nu e doar o floare, iubirea e un suflet
    ranit si apoi vindecat de altul... " - OCTAVIAN PALER
    PRIN ACESTE GANDURI SI STARI SI SENTIMENTE AI FACUT SA SIMT CICATRICEA DIN AL MEU SUFLET .
    SA LASAM IN URMA DUREREA SI SA ZAMBIM LA CE A FOST PLACUT ..... RAHAT ( EU NU STIU ENGLEZA ;IAR IN ROMANA SUNA PREA DIRECT ; SCUZE ) MOBILIZATOR , DOARE AL DRAKU DE RAU ORI CE DESPARTIRE , NIMENI NU ESTE CASTIGATOR ;VICTIME SINT AMINDOUA PERSONAJE . AI RASCOLIT CEVA IN MINE ..................
    CINE DORESTE CA CELALALT SA IUBEASCA DOAR IN FELUL SAU ???
    COMPATIBILITATEA NU ESTE RELEVANTA CAND EXISTA SCLIPIRE ; NEBUNIE ; DRAGOSTE ............. ATUNCI TOTUL ESTE VRAJA INDRAGOSTILOR .
    SE SPUNE CA O RELATIE ESTE CA UN PARTENERIAT , IMPREUNA SPRE BUCURII ! IMPREUNA SPRE DURERI ! " SPRE " SAU " LA " ???
    A AJUTA MA DUCE CU GANDUL LA NEAJUTORAT ; FARA VLAGA ; FARA VOINTA ;FARA ..............
    NU ESTI ACEST OM , TU SI CAND CAZI O FACI IN MODUL CONSTIENT .
    OMUL DACA NU AR SIMTI MAI INTAI DUREREA NU AR STI CE INSEAMNA PLACEREA ( BUCURIA ) .
    FACEM SLALOM PRIN ACEASTA LUME PLINA DE INERTII SI INEPTII PT A AJUNGE LA O DESTINATIE CE NU MEREU SE DOVEDESTE A FI DESTINATIA POTRIVITA .
    "AVEM SI VOM AVEA DESTINUL PROPRIULUI NOSTRU CARACTER DACA NU VOM STI SA SI INFLUIENTAM ,CUMVA ,ACEST CARACTER. DACA NU ........ SCAPA CINE POATE !" - OCTAVIAN PALER

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  3. Le citesc..pe toate..si o sa ti raspund la fiecare in parte..pana atunci..kiss u

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